I decided to take up working on this blog again because I need something productive to do because I have somewhat fallen back into my old ways. As I said before I was going to be on a little vacation or a little hiatus if you will. The fact is that I went to jail for 41 days this time. I've been to jail a handful of times which is around like 7 I think lol. I really don't feel like counting. I've also been to prison once, but that was back in 2008. This past time I was in jail for stealing something from a family member to support a heroin habit I had. Needless to say I was unsuccessful and got caught. I had been using heroin for about 6 months at that time and it was getting way out of control. I was selling all of my belongings and getting money any way I could get it. At first I was just snorting it, but then like every other junkie I graduated to shooting it up. I was just curious I suppose and it is true what they say, "You fall in love with the needle." Just sticking the needle in my skin was like some kind of high. Watching the blood draw up in the syringe was the best feeling ever because you know that the even greater feeling is just a few seconds away.
I've been a drug addict since I was 14 and haven't stopped since then. Even now as I said I have fallen back into my old ways and am doing opiates again. I will get into it more later, but as for now I am going to go and finish this episode of Scream.
